CONFUSION to Diffusion..... NO no no nooo.

It's been quite a long time since I've been here and honestly, it is like I just let the fire that fuels my passion burn out. I am lost. Confused of the things around me. Of the new Surroundings around me, of the new things that I have somewhat have come to love. But it is because of these new things that I start forgetting what I was before. The me who wanted to explore this talent or hobby or whatever it is I build myself with. It really saddens me that right now, I could not juggle two things together. Two of the same kind but yet so different. But, Oh well, at least now, I am reassured that I am BOTHERED of something that is still IN me. Think of the bright side , It is still there reminding me of what I should take care of and what I will lose if I neglect it. These are the kind of things that we usually take for granted. The talent that we always thought would always be there when you want it but NO. We must NURTURE it, Be ONE with it. This is not just a hobby, this is my PASSION. They can be both but not alone ). Yep, that is how I am and how I handle things. Sometimes I just tend to lose and neglect the things that matter to me the most because it stirs the biggest problems in my heart. Problems that I'd sometimes just run away from and never come back to fix it. So I  add hobby to passion to not make it such a serious thing as one of my necessities as an Artist. HAHAHA! I am pouring my heart out to you, deviant artists! XD And I really wish I could make things right and be the best I can with it. I CAN AND I WILL!!! WISH ME LUCK!! ) God bless everyone and may you be more as artistic and true as you can be!





----------> D.A. never fails to fill up my daily dose of inspiration XD